ya ya ya i no. its been a while. but wat cin i say? -lol- things havent been to bad latly. im goin out wit shawn..and i dont think ive ever been happier in my whole life. hes so nice and so sweet!! i really like him. and i hope that we're together forever. im movin..again..im stil in waupun. but ya. im thinkin about movin in wit my uncle cuz ya..like idk y..but i wana do it. theres been so much drama goin on in the past 3 days..its unbeliveable and im gettin the blame for it. i jus wish ppl wood fuckin give up on wat they wont get around here and stop takin ppl away from othere ppl. its a bunch of bull...but im gona go.

_lov ya_

*jonnie*

hello friends...

i have lots to say today..i think..so get ready

~Squeak~  sorry about your house. my mom sed no cuz we have to get ready for ohio and stuf.. but she sed that when we get back...i cin stay wit u for a while or u cin come stay here. watever we decide. so ya. ill let u decide. and ur not stoppin me from gettin u a present. *hahaha..i spit in ur face..jk* me and tony are gona get the best thing ever for you. im about fuckin sick of minnie. im gona fuckin kill her or me. im not sure yet. somone is gona die. and i hope its her. im fuckin sick of it shorty. im gona do somin im gona regret  soon. which is y im glad im goin to my grandamas ALONE. but i wish i didnt have to b leaving you!! and tony and cody!!! im gona miss u all so much. Love ALWAYS            *wacko-jacko~

~Tony~ hey babe!! cant wait till we go shoppin!! were gona have so much fun.-lol-. so start savin ur money!! i dont kno when im comin to get ya..but ill call. cuz i have to get my temps first. i should be gettin them around the 4th. so her present will b a lil late, but shell get over it. -lol-. and ya. but anyway. i miss u so much tony!! im soo glad were friends!! somtimes i wonder wat id do wit out u!! so give me a call sometime!! we need to hang..-lol-

~Baby~ i love you hunny. happy 2 months!! i was thinkin the other day..wat wood my life b like without you in it? and i sed to myself..nothing. so thank u for bein there for me. u mean the world to me, and if i lost u...i dont no wat id do..i jus wana tell you..im gona miss u so much this month. i wish i didnt have to go. im goan b lost without u. ill think about u everyday. PROMISE and ill call every chance i get. PROMISE i love u cody...u make my heart beat. i love you.

~Everyone else~ u all mean the world to me..but these ppl most. they are there when i need them.

GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

love always....~jonnie~

well hello agian

my grandpa joe died on thursday. we knew he was gona. thats the only reason i went up there this last weekend, but i was to late. *cries*

i hope shorty and tony had fun this last weekend, im reallly sorry i couldnt come!!! i really am. but we'll hang out this summer. ill come pick you guys up and we can go cruising around!! cuz i'll be able to drive!! woo-hoo.

things in my house are really starting to piss me off. and i cant take it anymore. shorty should no why. and pretty soon im gona do somin bad. but for shorty..i wont. I LOVE YOU SHORTY..IF I DIDNT HAVE YOU OR CODY I DONT NO WHAT I WOULD DO. speakin of cody, things arent so good between us. its a long stroy and i wont go into detail to bore you. if u wana kno..call me. but things are bad. no he didnt hurt me...physically anyway..i dont think. but ya

finals are a bitch!!! so glad tomorrows my last day!!! -lol- well..im gona go!!! (i leave in 3 days!!!)

I LOVE YOU ALL, BUT CODY THE MOST. TAKE CARE AND BE SAFE

~jonnie~

today is a new day, and for that i am glad. i just wish that i had better luck. but enough of that..-lol-

i leave for ohio in 7-8 days. i cant wait. i wont be back untill untill like july 5. then i get to take my temps test. i wasnot feeling good this day.-lol- but i didnt go to skool cuz i went to michigan for the weekend, which is where i am now,.

shorty: i hope ur problem with that one person is not hurting you anymore. i hope things work out wit tony. hes a really special man, and i hope u to are together forever. i love u like ur my own flesh and blood, and i feel the same about tony. i dont want to loose either one of you. take care, and work through any problems taht may come ur way

.much love, for everyone..jonnie

cody.. i love you hunny. u the only reason i keep livin. i love you so much and dont think i could live without you. i hope u feel the same way. i hope we can be together forever. i would love to get married and start a family with you.  i love you baby.

and to all those who read this..thank you for takin ur time to read it. i love u all.

~Jonnie~

I just relized that lifes a bitch and people need to stay out of other ppls business. so wat. who gives a fuck if i drank? its no need to talk about me behind my back. come on now seriously. ppl fuckin piss me off. and it bothers me how its ok for one person to drink but not me. what the fuck is up wit that?

anyway...

shorty..i had super fun this weekend. it was the bomb...lol but ya. tony is soo kool!! and i love him like hes my brother. but i warn u all..WATCH OUT FOR THUMPER!! -lol- shorty. are u and tony workin on ur S.A.C. lessons? -lol- thats great. i dont no how i get that..but im good. i hope things are all good! and i cant wait to c u all again. i woke up this morinin and my hair was still wet!! thanks tony..-lol- its ok tho..i forgive you. well im gona stop rambling on. but shorty...i need to tell u somin..and its bad..and deals wit cody!! *cires*

i love everyone..but nobody as much cody..no matter wat he does

i love cody..and i always will.

~jonnie~